Cash Machine Enemy

You don’t listen
You don’t let me be me
You tie me down
You clip my wings
You stop me being free
I have to watch you like a hawk
As you talk and talk and talk
You don’t know what you’re saying
You own 5 businesses
Yet to your son you stop paying
By your help I’m hindered and you love it
By my side you never were
As a little boy you told me to shove it
You never could understand me
Maybe you never will
Maybe one day you will see
I’m sad I’m bad I’m this I’m that, I’m a slut and that is that
I’m sick of your judgement
You’re not proud of me
You’ll die a machine who could’ve been my hero
Instead you’re my cash machine enemy



So now you’ve made me smile
Your name is on my block
It’s been a while
Since someone’s eyes had picked my lock
Sad again
But I promise you I’ll see you again
l do
I just don’t know how
I just don’t know when
I know you’re cleverer than me
But feelings are stupid you see
So what do I do?
No don’t be down, don’t be blue
Because one day you’ll be who you want to be
You won’t paint your face to feel valued
You’ll find the value in being you
No don’t believe me, just be true
Is it in my mind?
Is it in her?
I’m head over heals
So I’m on the hard shoulder
I’m texting back fast
So I’m driving away, to find her at last
I survived the blast
I couldn’t find my memories
So they’re all a blur
So who’d have thought
To find myself I’d have to find her